Because... Well, enough is enough.
To you, who have secretly written the heartbreak letters, @kebalikan
Well i was in the library, doing my assignments that caused me dying of boredom and randomly went to your blog - or how you named it now? Tumblr? Whatever - and i was surprised to read those unsent letters that you made.
Dear honey, no one would realize that they are going too far or getting and giving too much until they are lost and finally need to pay so much price of having too much. No one, underline that. If only i had that damn idea that we were too much, i would have stopped being too much because i didn't want us to lose our way. I didn't want to lose you at all. Unfortunately your question is unanswerable. Even i did have the same question. I asked God why. You know how sometimes people break up because their love is not enough. Funny is, the reason that we broke up because ours is too much.
And anyway, it's good to hear that you are now considering to create a new life. Please, fall in love once more. It's okay. You have to see yourself whenever you're in love, because that version of you is the one that i adored and admired a lot. Correction, adore and admire. Yes, it's present tense because these feelings, it's still there. It has always been there. And don't be afraid of going too much, because sometimes you need too much to be enough.
These three years brought me to this thinking, that maybe it wasn't our big problem. Maybe that 'too much' would mean nothing if only we worked it out. But we didn't. And i realized perhaps the reason was because we unconsciously shred our tolerances of each other. We argued a lot, remember? And somehow it meant it was okay to lost each other instead the arguments.
Sigh you are right. Those arguments were arise because we love too much.
So, maybe this letter has no point. But i want you to know that i am still the same me, the one who notices every breath every step you take. It's just fate that made us apart. Because yeah, i learned that people who are made for each other don't always have to be together.
And don't worry, someone will come into your life and things will work between you two. That someone will stay in love with you.
One thing that i learned from our broken relationship is... Eventually, we only need someone that makes us feel enough. Not less or more. That's how things work between me and my woman now. Yeah, have you heard that news?
We are together until this very moment because yeah... I never love her as much as i did to you. I stop being in love when once my heart say, "Okay, this is enough."
To you, who have secretly written the heartbreak letters, @kebalikan
Well i was in the library, doing my assignments that caused me dying of boredom and randomly went to your blog - or how you named it now? Tumblr? Whatever - and i was surprised to read those unsent letters that you made.
Dear honey, no one would realize that they are going too far or getting and giving too much until they are lost and finally need to pay so much price of having too much. No one, underline that. If only i had that damn idea that we were too much, i would have stopped being too much because i didn't want us to lose our way. I didn't want to lose you at all. Unfortunately your question is unanswerable. Even i did have the same question. I asked God why. You know how sometimes people break up because their love is not enough. Funny is, the reason that we broke up because ours is too much.
And anyway, it's good to hear that you are now considering to create a new life. Please, fall in love once more. It's okay. You have to see yourself whenever you're in love, because that version of you is the one that i adored and admired a lot. Correction, adore and admire. Yes, it's present tense because these feelings, it's still there. It has always been there. And don't be afraid of going too much, because sometimes you need too much to be enough.
These three years brought me to this thinking, that maybe it wasn't our big problem. Maybe that 'too much' would mean nothing if only we worked it out. But we didn't. And i realized perhaps the reason was because we unconsciously shred our tolerances of each other. We argued a lot, remember? And somehow it meant it was okay to lost each other instead the arguments.
Sigh you are right. Those arguments were arise because we love too much.
So, maybe this letter has no point. But i want you to know that i am still the same me, the one who notices every breath every step you take. It's just fate that made us apart. Because yeah, i learned that people who are made for each other don't always have to be together.
And don't worry, someone will come into your life and things will work between you two. That someone will stay in love with you.
One thing that i learned from our broken relationship is... Eventually, we only need someone that makes us feel enough. Not less or more. That's how things work between me and my woman now. Yeah, have you heard that news?
We are together until this very moment because yeah... I never love her as much as i did to you. I stop being in love when once my heart say, "Okay, this is enough."
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