Surat Kaleng untuk @arievrahman 2

Dear @arievrahman,

I'm writing you this because I got plenty hours to spend for I'm catching a flight in which I don't even know will it ever come anytime soon or I'll get a compensate in return for this such a huge patience of unclarity but had to stay another night by myself. (I hope it doesn't describe who I am).

It is probably not a love letter you'd wish for a bunch of girls will send you everyday with hashtag #30HariMenulisSuratCinta. (Firstly, because I'm not a girl not yet a woman; and Secondly, because I'm not that kinda girl).

You are that kind of person any mother in law would have to in the family, because you care so much for your mother. 

You have that gold of heart for always trying to please a girl you once cared about in every ways. 

You're that good person for the country. 

You'll be such a good daddy for letting your children peeing you while watching telly, because you let your pet do. 

You're a warm strangers for always have that time replying any mention notifying on your Red Blackberry.

And you're funny, too for having that ability to make strangers laugh for your joke, even if its not funny at all. 

I'm a strangers but I hope I'd judged you right, and you'll agree with words above, because if you don't, then stop reading this text. 

I've read your story and it brought me to tears at once. 

I know how it feels like to loose someone in the family who has the biggest role in your life. I've lost my grandma, the one who taking care of me since I was a little and it devastated my life. Even after her 7 years leaving the family, I still cry myself to sleep missing her, the only one who probably still doing it after such times. 

It will always fine to miss someone and cry about it, because maybe that is the only way you keep their memory alive and make yourself more 'Living'.

About your traveling hobbies (or habits), I wish I could have the same chance to explore the world without the needs and worry of 'if the place is hygiene or if they cooked the food right' or if I will survive walking miles early in the morning without have to worry if I would die - sugarless, because heaven knows its not a cool way to die for. So while you still have none of the reasons, please do lot of traveling. And if you ever find out who I am, please ask me to come with, (not asking me to marry you, yet).

Lover-less is maybe not a word for it, but the word 'a Loner' probably too harsh for a Javanese born with full patience heart, to addressed to, so I'm going to go with that. You'll have to ask your self if you have that feeling growing pain inside you. Find the right healing method you probably never tried  before. (Like dating a man, maybe :p)

But please don't let your self got fooled by a girl who never respect you in the first place and taking an advantage of you. God said a man is a leader to his family, and if you don't practice for it from now on, when will you be? In your late  30's?

I can't believe I'm writing this much.

There's still much to share, but my hand's freezing and I can't even recharged my self  the hours of 'sleepless' last night because of too much people would watch if I fall asleep right now. 

So please, for the sake of what you've been through, don't be such a fool and be good. 

From the distance.