Because Less is More

Honestly, how do you know that too much is too much?
This may not the first time people ask that kind of question, yet i wanna ask the same to you, how do you know?

We once loved without being afraid that we might torn apart, because we were sure that we would always be in love. We fell to each other, so deep. Too deep that on one moment to another, we began to hurt. we started to grow the jealousy, the insecurity. We put our trust in shatter. Later we found we were in such a big messes that we couldn’t find the way out. at that time we realized that this was too much. too much pain, too much tears, too much love that even we no longer could afford.

We did separate. We were bleeding and crying, and God knows how we tried to stitch the broken us.. But after several trials, we discovered new wounds. The wounds that created by us because we tried too much on things that didn’t work anymore.
Then we decided to leave this absurd relationship. We cut the tiny thread that connected us. We wiped our tears and said goodbyes. Made me know that you had filled me with too much memories.

It was years ago. Now I’m living my life again, I re-write the new chapter of the book. Now we’re fine because those ‘too much’ are wiped little by little as the time goes by.

I’m meeting someone. Yes, a new guy. Maybe this has no correlation with you, and maybe it’s not really important, you don’t have any business with this anyway. But when i get closer to this person, you know, I start to like him a little much, and start to worry a little much. He starts to know me a little much, and somehow i’m afraid. I’m afraid that these ‘little much’ will sooner or later become too much. and i can’t lie that i’m scared i might fail this relationship again.

So please, tell me, at that time when we were still together, did you actually learn that we were ‘too much’? how did you know?

Oleh @kebalikan
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